Its Been Almost A Year
My dad passed away almost a year ago and I will be joining my family this weekend to commemorate the first anniversary of his passing. In a sense, I am still very surprised at how I reacted to his death and I don’t think the grieving process even began for me. This might explain why I’ve been going through cycles of melancholy over the last 12 months.
One of the most unfortunate victims of this melancholia is my youngest daughter. She was born a few months before my dad passed away and because of the circumstances, I’ve actually been around for her much less than I was for my eldest. My less than amicable relationship with my in-laws that originated from some arguments over the Chinese New Year season didn’t help.
It was only after her first birthday that I realised I’ve missed so much. So, I’m sorry kiddo. I’ll try to be around for you a bit more.
And dad .. you are still missed. There’s plenty that has been left unsaid and undone but I guess the best way to make up for it is to be a better father for both your grandkids and a better husband for your daughter in law.
